~~____

hye guys.. good evening.. ^^ okay.. ..................

.....what? huhu.. tonight i got some works to do like finish my organic lab report, do statistics, log book and else.. but surprisingly i did not start yet! since when i become so lazy dude... uhhhh

.....something that i want __ with you about my __.. =) why and why and why this __ are so __ me this few days, few weeks maybe.....

......why i feel so __ with no __.. it's sound so stupid... but that was the __ and for that __ i always like stuck to do something...!! please,please and please......

......should i blame my self for this __? or maybe blame for __? no, absolutely not...

......everyone __ the green-eye __.. and so are __ right?...explain why are you __ it and how to __ it!.....

.....__ is an __ all of us experience at some point in our live....

.....how to explain... just put __ on this situation... it's really __....

.....but, something that makes me so __ is why i should feels that __? oh,please.....

.....Who hasn’t felt the __ to have your __ one to yourself? Or been __ when he __ to be devoting his time and __ to __ else? this is __ normal...

......But some of us seem to be __ to control their green __ better than others. Why?.......

.......please.. i beg you...=) help me to __ my self better... to be __ which is less __ with others and maybe  __ at all......

=) __,__.......

~~Memories with Abah

hey guys.. good morning to all of you and as usual i hope you are in pink of health.. =) okay, again... i'm stuck with the mechanism of cyclohexanol to form cyclohexanone... haaaiiissshh.. a lot of problems happened yesterday and today.. my notebook hang, cannot functions well, and it's happened thousand times... =( broadband too slow yesterday but it's better today.. thanks BB.. open many books to find the mechanism but i can't find it! stomach ache till today and i don't know why... i just ate a cup of porridge, drank a cup of nescafe and some fish balls that my roommate gave it to me.. haha.. i slept late last night to finish the reports but still not.. i got one more report to finish it before our discussion tonight.. arrrgghhh... please God help me... =) oh ya! i also woke up late.. haha..

okay, enough with that.. i can't stop my self from post something today.. recently, i wrote a lot! haha.. maybe because so stress with the test last few days...

about memories with abah.. =) i think most of you know that my daddy has passed away.. on 22 April 2003, abah left us with his sweet memories.. i just 12 years old that time.. and i need to take important examinations on that year which is UPSR.. how i can be so tough and got 4A and 1B.. even though so sad with what has happened.. =) i am a very strong girl that time.. *maybe.. my lovely sister and ma always besides me...

abah worked with felda as manager.. start with Felda Jengka 11, Felda Sertik, Pahang and Felda Nitar2, Johor... abah is a workaholic person.. but never forgot his family.. =) lovely abah... i love you so much till now.. still remember about you... always pray for you.. but i'm sorry.. my friends will never know that you has passed away if they never ask me.. i keep in silence... why?? they thought i'm normal like others... still have you and ma.. but not.. i am not embarrassed with that tittle actually.. 'orphaned'..absolutely not.. but i don't know why.. i didn't want to tell others.. it's my confession..

i always used words 'abah' when speak with my friends.. never used 'arwah abah'.. I HATE IT... for me.. abah will always besides me.. with his memories.. =)

i still remember.. that time i just 12.. and abah was sicked.. on April 2003.. i came back from school and run out to find abah in his room.. i kissed abah.. and i said "abah, my school wanna go Langkawi this year... i need to pay Rm90.00... can i go with them abah?".. abah silence... and he said.."no.." but why... i don't know.. i really frustrated with abah's answered... but never get angry with him... it's okay.. maybe net time..

on 22 April 2003, abah left us forever... and that day, i got the answer for my question last few weeks... why abah did not allowed me to go Langkawi... he scared if his children not besides him that time.... yes, i cried on that day... Monday morning, 8.22 a.m, 22 April 2003..

now, it's already 8years after abah go... =) hope abah in peace there and always dirahmati Allah ..
Al-Fatihah buat Abah..

abah... the best boyfriends ever after.. =)

your lovely daughter,
-me-

~~Anak Dara Sunti

hey buddies.. hehe... ^^ *what hehe? i just take my dinner right now... a cups of mushroom porridge.. *eyaks, it's tasteless.. but it's better than nothing to eat.. =) i need to finish it even though did not like it very much.. because i always remember what has Ma said to me.. "finish the food.. do not ever left any of it.. because there's got 'berkat' from Allah that we don't know where it is..." =) then when i have dinner with my course mats, i always shout to them if they not finished their food.. "hey! isabella, amira, finish your food!! gggrrr... " haha

i just rest for a while before need to finish my laboratory reports.. i mean both of the reports.. -_-" it's my turn then, so cannot compromise.. haha.. well, my 'supervisor' will check the reports later.. hopefully he like my 'presentation'... =P

okay, back to the topic.. Anak Dara Sunti..  it is nothing actually... i just wanna share some story about it.. about my story.. huhu.. it's my confession.. *really? haha.. not at all =)

suddenly i remember about this sweet memories.. when i just 11 years old that time.. at my home in Johor, Felda Nitar 2, Mersing... before Abah retired from his worked.. if i not mistaken, in the evening on that day, i saw Ma tied my blouse on the durian tree.. it's so weird.. i saw Ma with my neighbor, Cik Yah.. and i know nothing about that.. then i asked Ma.. "ma, what are you doing?? why are you tie my blouse on the tree??" *it's my favorite blouse.. =(

ma answered me.. "to let the tree produce a lot of durians.. =) so we can eat durian later.." *smiles again.. huh?? am i look like the witch that can make the durian's tree produce more durian??? then i said, "but why ma? is that my blouse can make the  durian's tree produce more fruits? *not that witch question...

then ma said... "no, that is because you are 'Anak Dara Sunti'...peoples believed that when we tie a blouse or any cloth that is from 'anak dara sunti', the trees will produce more fruits.." that is what they believed on.. huh?? i get so confused with ma's statement.. blur, know nothing since that i just 11 that time... haha.. so then i just ignored what my ma doing with her lovely friend.. urgh.. what so ever.. i didn't care about that because i just think about the durian's tree.. it's going to 'produce' more fruits later after ma 'tied' my blouse.. huhuhu.. i love durian so much.. uhhh.. sweet,tasty..yummy.. so ma, do whatever you want but make sure the tree will produce more durians... hahaha

i believe today nobody do like what my ma has done with her friend... it was her belief... =)

so, what ever it is.. i am so proud with the tittle that ma gave it to me.. 'Anak Dara Sunti'.. =)

okay then, lets finish the porridge.. =P

see ya!!

~~The Facts of Reading

hello again!! ^^ good morning everyone *it's already 1:40 a.m now.. ahha! i can't sleep, i can't sleep and i can't sleep before i finish post this entry.. yuhuuuu.. =) so, as you know, i gonna 'discus' about the facts of reading.. yes, what it is about, why, when, where, who.. in facts, reading are so important now.. but it was so contrast with Malaysian's peoples... 

Reading is a means of language acquisition, of communication, and of sharing information and ideas. Like all language, it is a complex interaction between the text and the reader which is shaped by the reader’s prior knowledge, experiences, attitude, and language community which is culturally and socially situated. The reading process requires continuous practices, development, and refinement. that is the meaning of reading.. haha =) it's look like so complicated huh??

yet, there are so many type of books that we can choose.. novels, magazines, journals, motivations, knowledge, ritual and what so ever.. *you can start with blog walking.. haha

BUT....... !! actually that is not what i'm going to say about.. =P here the are ::


                                              COMICS, COMICS, COMICS, AND COMICS

huhu, i'm stuck with this!! please guys.. help me from getting stuck and fanatic with Japan's comics.. oh God.. Ma also can't stop me from bought comics every time i go back Malacca.. and why this happened? okay, i will tell you.. my journey from Johor to Malacca takes about 3 hours.. it's quiet a long journey for me *even though Johor-Langkawi takes almost 12hours!! -_-" so,continue... i get so boring since that nothing to do in the bus.. just slept for 1-2 hours.. ^^ then, after reached Malacca Sentral, i must wait for someone to fetch me or waiting for the bus come first before reach my home sweet home..

so, what i'm going to do?? i just walk around Malacca Sentral until alang come to take me home.. walk, and walk, and walk... hey! look! one-stop entertainment's shop!! also got 7Eleven!! haha.. you know what will happen then... a lots of comics there.. that's why i hate waiting for my brother because always late to fetch me.. *actually he always come early, but i'm stuck in the both shops for half an hour!! to look for the interesting comics.. -_-" then when he called me and asked me "atih, where are you?" and i said "wait for a minute.. the bus 'just reached' Malacca Sentral..." hahaha

here, a part of my comics, nah:

 alamak, i did not arrange my comics very well.. haaaiissshhh... sorry guys..

 Cuti- very cute stories.. =)

 nah, one of my favorite comics besides Cuti and Rahsia Si Puteri...
why? read it first.. ^^

haha..about a girl who has difficulties to speaks with others.. because of her 'loghat'.. haha











so guys.. you know me better now.. my life.. Chemistry, Arts, Novels, Comics, Photography, Travels and eating! how's great if i'm fanatic with thermodynamic as much as comics...

okay then, see ya later!!

~~The Prisoner of Thermodynamic

hello fellows^^ good afternoon and i hope all of you in pink of health *wah! yesterday i just finished my third test which is THERMODYNAMIC.. =) it's 'awesome' .... hey.. why i said that?? haha.. about last few hours, one of my friends message me.. she asked me to borrow my baju kurung for her dinner this Saturday.. then she asked me about my test, whether it's OK or not and what subject the test for.. i said.. it's THERMODYNAMIC.. and then she replied, "what is that? sounds 'great'..." haha.. yeah.. the 'sounds' is great..... 

Thermodynamic is a subject that are so related with physics.. uhhh.. something that i didn't like it very much>> PHYSICS.. then, PHYSICS are related with MATHEMATICS.. how to say, i have a different way on how i study.. calculating- i am not so good in calculating.. but if the lecturer that taught me are very good *i mean he or she have different way on teaching, with spirits, fun and not boring.. then i can go with that subject very well.. for example, STATISTICS... it's a mathematics but i can go with this subject smoothly.. i can understand what she has taught us.. different with MATHEMATICAL METHODS.. the lectures was so bored,  it's difficult for me to understand this subject because i am not 'pick up' type of person... i must go with it slowly, one by one,,, 

back to the topic>>THERMODYNAMIC.. the same thing goes to it.. a lot of formula to understand, derived, calculations and I'm very stuck with this! some of my friends love thermodynamic and some are not.. i don't know how to understand this thermodynamic very well... =( my friends always said.. "intan, do the practice, do the exercise ! don't just read the facts!!" ya, it's true.. but like what i have said.. I'm can't catch up with what my lecturer has taught us.. really really direct to the point, just gave example from the slide.. i mean read the slides! and i can't.. fullstops.. 

i need to read it first, understand the theories, formula, definitions.. then i can do the exercise..  not just heard what lecturer said in the class and do the exercise.. it's not me.. one of my friends asked me.. "then why don't you take other courses rather than chemistry??? if you hate THERMODYNAMIC and PHYSICS so much, then don't take it! take BIOLOGY.. you love it right??"

okay, one thing that you don't understand here.. I DO LOVE CHEMISTRY... i love SCIENCE.. how can i know that THERMODYNAMIC is related with PHYSICS?? i thought CHEMISTRY is CHEMISTRY.. ya, i also love BIOLOGY but i love CHEMISTRY more than BIOLOGY... 

                        SCIENCE<<<<BIOLOGY<<<<CHEMISTRY<<<<ARTS

ya, i love ARTS more than CHEMISTRY...then why don't i take arts?? because arts are my soul... i love writing, and one day i wanna be a good writer maybe.. for Malays novel.. but CHEMISTRY is for my future.. my lovely sister is a chemistry's and science's teacher.. my lovely brother worked at anchor>> with petronas which is also related with chemistry... i wanna keep this chemistry generations.. haha

so, what can i say... i need and i try to love THERMODYNAMIC.. few times i almost give up with this killer subject.. but my friends always support me and kept push me to not drop this subject.. "intan, don't drop, don't and don't and don't.." whatever it is, you need to take it.. even though you drop it, then by hook or by crook, you need to take it.. =) "

then guys, it might be a very tough subject for me and those who are didn't like PHYSICS.. since that i am science stream student.. i mean, in matriculation, i am Hayat's student.. not physics's student.. and it is very difficult to us which is does not have good basic in physics.. it's a challenge for me, for them.. 

for physicians, sorry for what i have said..    this is only the answers for what people have said about me.. why, what, how and who... a long entries this time.. i also don't know how and when to stop writing this post.. =)

okay then, see ya for the next post!!

~~Laugh out Loud.. ^^

hey guys.. -_-" morning !

haha.. actually i got problem with editing my blog.. it's not functioning well.. *or maybe i dont know how to edit it !wawawa.. last week i am so busy with my lectures, tests and also quiz.. alhamdulillah everything is done and i do my best already.. hopefully everything is okay...besides i need to go back for my dental appointment.. Alhamdulillah, i just put on my braces! =D it's blue in colour!! hahaha...

it's look so ugly now.. sobs2 ='(

suddenly remember telenovela of "Betty Yo Soy La Fea "*if i not mistaken with that title.. uwaaaaa....

don't want be like Betty... sobs2... i also got problem with 'how to bite my food into the pieces'.. hahahaha =D

it's really hurt when i tried to bite the food.. =( sometimes i just swallowed it! *every times..LOL

when i told kakak about this, kakak said : "nak cantik memang lah sakit.." -_-" ya,ya,ya..... 

well, not just that, it's about 24 February 2011 actually..=P what happen on that day??

i promised to somebody to lose my weight from 63kg to 50kg !! *don't laught at me -_-"

i am SURRENDER .. hahahaha.. now my weight is 56kg.. just lost 7kg.. hehe.. how come i gonna lose another 6kg in 4days? sobs2...

but that is not what i am going to say about... *so what it is actually???

it's about.... i cannot get my CHOCOLATE CAKE.. ='( sobs....

hahahhahahahahaha... laugh out loud, laugh out loud and laugh out loud... i am really sure that this person gonna LOL me everyday!! =P

it's okay =) trust me i gonna lose my weight for another 6kg! huh =P

it will happen *since that i can't eat some foods for few months.. 

haha.. ok2 la.. wanna go bathing now because i got meeting at 10 am later.. da~~

 

~~Alexander Rybak & Phineas and Ferbs^^

hello guys and good evening.....

i turn on my lappie again... even though i promised not to do that... -_-

and once again... -_- it's happened..-_-

but it's okay...^^ what is the big deal huh?? =P

hey... i am emotionless person *joking

i don't know why... i still don't have mood to study.. even though i got quiz and two tests next week..

and i know NOTHING about thermochemistry... -_- *since that i didn't like physics so much.. i try to like it *later....

organic chemistry and statistics... i try to do my best for that both subjects... 

but that's not what i want to tell ya tonight... 

Alexander Rybak.. did you know him? the singer and also good violinist...

nah.. i wanna share his song * Fairytale 

 here, very interesting song... i love it so much... ^^

Phineas and Ferbs? cartoons that i would not miss to watch it at disney ! -_-''

nah... another song for you... so childish huh?? XD

haha.. kak n always said.. "intan, dah2 la tu nyanyi lagu phineas and ferbs... pening akak..." hak3..

something that others don't know about me... cartoons.. it's my soul... when i feel sad, stress, tension with all sorts of things that happens in my life... it's make me happy...

*credit to khairul azri ,thanks for tagging me the superpowers.. ^^

i also got one... but not superpower.. it's more to detective and spies.. XD

*since that i love watched detective conan and totally spies... -_-"  and some kinds of books like siri siasatan remaja and penyiasat muda.. =P

okey then.. see ya later -_-

~~woouuwww Part 2 ^^

helo and good morning.... ^^

last few minutes just know that this morning my thermochemistry class is cancel.. huh.. i woke up early today.. haha.. but it's okay^^.. i promise to continue upload photos during my journey to langkawi n malacca right?? here we come...... 

nah.. at Kota Mahsuri and Beras Terbakar... quite nice place to go... and you know what?? i just know that Mahsuri is a women!! hahaha.. LOL xD

but now i know a lot of history about Mahsuri.... hehe.. just ask me later ^^

okay..  then we go to Pelangi Meritius Resort & Spa.. we ate there.. haha^^ so expensive but someone support us.. *credit to Bella's Mama.. =) thanks mama !!

yummy...... so delicious!! ^^ *gonna be fat soon.. =P already fat! haha

ahha... finally at Malacca ^^

Museum Samudera =)

hot & roll crispy Banana Chocolates !! *starving now... =P

credit to adik.. ^^ special Young Tau Fu... Thanks Adik ^^

and last but not least... the special one!! credit to Bella's abah for the nice2 pizza....n us... haha... Thanks Abah Bella.. Thanks adik Sarah, Kak Na, Mira, Isabella that always workhard to find the kupang.. ^^and also Mak su which cooked this Kupang for us!! great taste =)

okay.. it's a long long journey... but so sad i have no time to takes picture in the middle of paddy field... =( some places that we did not go: Laman Padi, Buffalo Park, Gunung Macincang and Gunung Raya and etc...
just wait for us then.... =)

so the next destination is Sarawak & Brunei.. haha^^ InsyaAllah...

okay2.. i need to go class now.. * organic chemistry lecture... ^^ see you soon yea !

~~Woouuwww^^

helo n gud evening.. hehe ^^ *i turn my lappie because i wanna study at first.. but something has spoiled my mood.. *someone maybe...soooo i chose to write something...hmmm.. i just came back from holiday as you know... haha... langkawi n malacca.. *since that no ticket from langkawi to johor, so we need to take bus from langkawi to malacca first... =P it was a long journey for me... almost 12hours in the bus.. urghh.. so tired dude^^

Langkawi:

places that we go>>> Pantai Chenang, Beras Terbakar, Kota Mahsuri, Dataran Lang, Taman Legenda, Langkawi Cable Car and last but not least Pantai Tengah..^^

*something that i have not expected >> i fall in love with sawah bendang  =)

*a v.v.v.v nice places to go.. ^^ you know what? langkawi are surrounded by 99 ISLANDS !! it was great huh?? and Pantai Chenang was a v.v.v beautiful, great beach to go... ^^ *since that i love beach so mush =P

it's beautiful? dont know why but i love beach so much... ^^ *wanna build a house nearer Pantai Cenang.. haha (but need to ask my hubby first =P)*hubby to be.. also in the middle of paddy field.. hahaha

sun bathing huh?? haha.. some pictures that i have taken at da beach..really2 love it!!

another interesting place to go is Taman Legenda^^ dont know how to explain but i will show you...

 hmmm... miss that place so much!! hehe... another places that we go and never wanna go again is :

i spent RM200.00 just for chocolates...!! haha... XD don't want enter this shop again!

and this is Dataran Lang:

Langkawi Cable Car ^^.. cuak2.. hahaha... but still control cute.. XD

hehehe... actually got a lot of photos.. but i will continue it later... need to go bath and solat first.. hehe

to be continue.............