Monday, October 25, 2010

~Mission is NOT complete yet..

assalamualaikum n hellooooo everyone....^^

quiet a long time i've never post something..actually bcoz i duno what 2 share with all of you..hehe..i really2 miss u soo much!!(who?^^)

less than 2weeks more for our final examination...huh...i really dont know if i am ready or not for this final exam..there are 4 papers which is da fisrt one start on 8nov,second is on 12nov, da third on 23nov n da last one on 29nov...

i am not so good in mathematics...(actually v.v.v bad dude...)about my course work's marks....i really2 afraid to face all of this things...sometimes i study so hard 2 get what i want...but then i still got the lowest marks from others...i dont know if i got mistakes somewhere...

sometimes i got jealous with my course mates..i think i study more hard rather than them...but then why i still got lower marks..is that the faith?that i cant get the highest?or maybe its about keberkatan?or else?

i always pray 2 Allah...thanks 2 what HE has gave 2 me...i still got my mom, friends, sis n bro which is always love me...my dad..abah...that is always gave spirit 2 me...even he not here anymore...but he always 'beside' me...i am really2 sorry abah....i can't be the best among the best...i can't prove to you that i can success in my study,in my life....please forgive me...

new day,new spirits...new mission that i must complete it..!!mission that is not complete yet...^^study hard..i mean hardest 2 achieve what i want...insyaAllah...wish me luck guys...please support me.. i know it was not too late to change everything...

^^after final exam i can't go back home yet...there is one more mission that i need to complete it..hehe
going to Sarawak for UTM program..Jejak Budaya Sarawak @UTM...got a lot of meetings before go there...i need 2 spent about 10days after final exam before going back Malacca..huhu..then go to sarawak on 22DEC until 31DEC...its fun babe...^^but it makes my semester's holiday short...only a week maybe..^^

okey there...nothing 2 share anymore...once again wish me luck for my final exam...thanks guy!!^^
i love all of you so much..