~Mission is NOT complete yet..

assalamualaikum n hellooooo everyone....^^

quiet a long time i've never post something..actually bcoz i duno what 2 share with all of you..hehe..i really2 miss u soo much!!(who?^^)

less than 2weeks more for our final examination...huh...i really dont know if i am ready or not for this final exam..there are 4 papers which is da fisrt one start on 8nov,second is on 12nov, da third on 23nov n da last one on 29nov...

i am not so good in mathematics...(actually v.v.v bad dude...)about my course work's marks....i really2 afraid to face all of this things...sometimes i study so hard 2 get what i want...but then i still got the lowest marks from others...i dont know if i got mistakes somewhere...

sometimes i got jealous with my course mates..i think i study more hard rather than them...but then why i still got lower marks..is that the faith?that i cant get the highest?or maybe its about keberkatan?or else?

i always pray 2 Allah...thanks 2 what HE has gave 2 me...i still got my mom, friends, sis n bro which is always love me...my dad..abah...that is always gave spirit 2 me...even he not here anymore...but he always 'beside' me...i am really2 sorry abah....i can't be the best among the best...i can't prove to you that i can success in my study,in my life....please forgive me...

new day,new spirits...new mission that i must complete it..!!mission that is not complete yet...^^study hard..i mean hardest 2 achieve what i want...insyaAllah...wish me luck guys...please support me.. i know it was not too late to change everything...

^^after final exam i can't go back home yet...there is one more mission that i need to complete it..hehe
going to Sarawak for UTM program..Jejak Budaya Sarawak @UTM...got a lot of meetings before go there...i need 2 spent about 10days after final exam before going back Malacca..huhu..then go to sarawak on 22DEC until 31DEC...its fun babe...^^but it makes my semester's holiday short...only a week maybe..^^

okey there...nothing 2 share anymore...once again wish me luck for my final exam...thanks guy!!^^
i love all of you so much..

~Annoying....

assalamualaikum guys..

today actually was an interesting day to share with all but evrything become spoilt..i n my friends are going to pesta konvokesyen just know at padang kawad..then we took delivery to sent us there..it was really2 fun...got a lot of booth n stall..selling blous,shirts,jersey n many more...also got a lot of good foods such as char kuew teow kerang...yummy...so delicious...^^

after ate we walked around to see interesting things to buy...i also has bought something for myself..a nice,cutie hairband...ooppps...i forgot to buy dodol that i saw juz now...:(

then,we really tired n make desicion to go back to college..unluckily there is no delivery tht we can take..never saw any taxi or bus..so we just chose to walked until arrive college..its quite far...like utara n selatan..

we walked n listened some songs to not get bored...katy pery,one republic,westlife n etc...so so sad...:( haha

half of the way we felt so tired...then we stop at da bus stop in front of KRP...waiting a bus about half an hour...we listened songs again...n again..n again...but then four of us chose to call delivery that one of my friends saw da promotion at da bus stop board..just left three of us...kak na,wan n also me..we try to call him also but then he just wanna pick peoples untill 11.15pm only..its already 11.10pm..

finally the bus coming..fuhh..i sit at da back because its full...i assumed da driver know where i want to stop..but i wrong..after arrived KDSE he never stop n juz drive to KTGB...i go in front n tell da pak cik that we want go back to KDSE...you know what he say???? "pak cik ingat kamu x nak turun..pk cik x nak patah balik..."  GGGGRRRRRRR.......v.v.v.v.v.v annoying!!!duno what to do we just get out from da bus..

abudent???nothing we could do anymore...no more taxi or bus..me n kak na need to walk to KDSE back..geram,marah,menyesal,takut everything is there... finally we arrived KDSE about 12.00am...alhamdulillah nothing happened to us..

after reached my room i call him..really need someone to hear me..because i love sharing something...like my problems, what i do,what is happened that day...all i tell him..some one that i think can hear me with patients..with love n caring...with responsible...but you know what...he blamed me...he so annoying..never care about my feelings..i am really2 tired..then he blamed me..aaarrrgghhh..feel like am i single or what??

sha baru je nk pulihkn blk hubungan nie..but then what he do to me like....rasenye x payah sha nk susah2 pulihkan pun..Allah kn x pernah silap dlm menentukan sesuatu..

he really change now..is that because of a long relationship?i mean 4 years we have been together...if he get boring with me?am i is boring?bad?die ckp sha pentingkan kwn2...but friends is friends...my friends is everything for me..

so it was really2 annoying...okie la, there is nothing to say anymore..i wanna take a bath now..

sarang hae yo~~

for friends...relationship yg lame x bermakne ianya baik...kadang2 relationship yg kejap pun lbh bermakne..^^

"jangan tinggalkan orang yang kamu SAYANG kerana orang yang kamu SUKA..kerana orang yang kamu SUKA akan pergi kepada orang yang dia SAYANG..." :)

got a lot of grammar mistakes...sory2...but i try my best to do da best....

~Secrets...

I need another story..
something to get off my chest..
my life is gets kind of boring..
need something that i can confess..

till all my sleeves are stained red..
from the truth that i have said..
come by it honestly i swear..
thought you saw me wink,
no i've been on the brink so..

tell me what you want to hear..
something that'll  like those tears..
sick of all the insincere..
 so im gonna give all my secrets away..

this time..
dont need another perfect line..
dont care if critics never jump in line..
im gonna give all my secrets away..

my God,amazing how we got this far..
its like we're chasing all those stars..
whose driving the shines big black car..

and everyday i see the news..
all the problems we could solve..
and when a situation rises.
i dont really like my flow..
i so..

da lyrics for secrets by one republic...^^
many more but lazy 2 write here...

 sarang hae yo~~

~In between...

assalamualaikum n hye guys..i'm v.v tired because we hve lab today..then outside is raining..^^sooo syiokk main hujan...yesterday our bus just stop at da bus stop far from college..huhuhu...getting wet babe...luckyly dont get fever...

i duno how to start...hehehe...but really2 need to share something...need someone to hear me...i feel in between...in between...in between....

IN BETWEEN.....

IN BETWEEN......

IN BETWEEN......

okie,okie...really dont know what 2 say...

sarang hae yo~~

tada....

~Back to normal..

assalamualaikum guys..

alhamdulillah all is going back to normal now...^^what hve happened is already happened..sorry my friends..really2 sorry 4 everything that hve done to you..alhamdulillah he accepted my apologies..

by the way..today i'm going back to college...KDSE...really miss it..but i never finish my homework yet..oh God..tonight must stay up until late nite to finish everything..huhhhh...:(

tomorrow i must present my assignment...uwa...i am v.v shy person..haha...what to do..what to do...shaking now...ggrrrr...ahaks..hopefully i can do it wth confident..fuhh..

please pray for my save journey today...^^really missshhhh my friends so much!!!wanna hug them..emmmmmmm...:)

okie,okie...wanna go bath now..buchuk ody...hahaha..

sarang hae yo~~

ishi te ru~~

tada...^^

~Tears...

assalamualaikum n hye...something happened 2 me n my friends yesterday..its really2 makes someone get hurts wth me...its all because of him...

i feel so guilty wth them..it makes me cry..what was happened actually is does not wrong..it shows how closer me n all my friends..my course mates..we always together...like i have said..in group of 10..the special group...i scared there is no more group of 10...because of me!!!!!!because of him!!!!!!!that's really hurts my friends so much...i hate him sooo much!!!!!!!!!!

he never try to understand my situation..its all about love...i love my friends..really2 love them...there is no bounder between us...what was happened maybe will make my friends hate me..going far from me..no....i dont want this happen 2 me...Ya Allah...help me..i dont know what to do...i really2 need someone besides me now...borrow her shoulder..

im really,really sorry for what he has done 2 him..oh God...i dont want lost all my friends..i really need them..relationship just makes someone hate me..there us nothing with relationship!!!

what should i do now....maybe he dont want 2 see my face anymore..he so angry with me..i am so embarrasing..

its that true that my friends does'nt want chatting wth me because of him??because dont want all of this happen to them...;(

maybe there is better if no more relationship...

~Lebaran..

assalamualaikum n hello guys...nice 2 meet u again..^^

long time i never post smething in my blog..hehe..actually i just comeback from tapah,perak,petaling jaya n also meru,shah alam...visited my uncles n aunts...it was a long journey but its fun!!^^(never finish da report yet..)

about lebaran ths year...we chose 2 hve purple as our theme...actually purple  pink...nice n cool colour 4 me...haha..

on this photo is my brother,angah(zulikram ramli) n also his little cute daugther,alina(amilah fadlina putri)...my beloved niece....

ahaks...thats me!!

my beloved family...my third brother wore green bj melayu,uda(zulehsan ramli) n his wife,kak ida...my second brother,alang(zulisham ramli) not here...he celebrated eid wth his wife's fmly....

hehehe...my beloved cute sister,akak(intan shuhada ramli)...my beloved ma(kallthom salleh pronounce as kalsom),cutie sweet baby face girl,me n my little big sister(intan syamila ramli),adik...hahahahaha

ina n her sister,along(arusah shahra putri)...^^

jeng,jeng,jeng...hehe...da special one...my beloved cute chubby nephew...irfan..(muhammad irfan affif b. mohd arif)..why he so special??i also dunno but he is genius,smart boy....talkactive boy..sooo cute...















okey la...hehe..tired uploaded pictures...tada

sarang hae yo~~

p/s: i need 2 change da tittle to my family tree kot...^^